Saturday, July 21, 2012
question: why i dont miss my dad when he's gone for so long.
my answer, i dont know, i guess i dont love him that much to miss thim.
this could apply to any other of my family members.
i hate this place.
i thought at least the ones closest to you would be fair compared to the world, but no.
fuck all you motherfuckers
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Saturday, July 7, 2012
everytime i discard the fact that you're a total asshole, i remind myself of all the shit you'd do. it makes me sick, and it makes me push you the fuck away from my life as far as possible. my life is better off with lesser of your type of people
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Thursday, June 28, 2012
i'm sorry dude. i know i didn't have to be such an ass. but look at the bigger picture, you're an even bigger ass. you're like an empty vessel, procrastinating, cheating, lying, never ever trying to do your best. yes bro, we're good friends. but frankly, you're just a parasite that needs to leech of a host or else you'll wither and die. you can be so much better but you just don't give a fuck. and i just hate how you use others and take it for granted. and there's still so much more crap about you i could say but its enough. nobody will be there to help you forever, i'm done
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Saturday, June 16, 2012
ever felt like you're all alone in this god-forsaken society? i have, all the time. its as though you're shrouded in a wen of lies, betrayal, hypocrites and hate.
sometimes i feel as though i'm all alone against the world with no one to trust. i'm not taking about love or friendship. there just doesn't seem to be anyone you can count on at times. don't get me wrong, i have amazing friends by my side and a great family behind my back. but still there are just toomany things that require independence.
too many times the load is too heavy to bear, and giving up just isn't an option.

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Saturday, May 26, 2012
fucking hate people who dont have common sense. thats one thing, the other thing is that they pull others down with them, scumbag burdens. dont have any shame whatsoever. been really cranky of late, i really wanna think its just me but cant help feeling i need to hi-5 some people, in the face, with a fucking chair. get this straight losers, you wanna die, go rot in some hole where noone can see. we still have a life. and oh, due to the overwhelming growth of cheapskate nimwits, i lost my godly pliers. period
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Thursday, May 24, 2012
some people just think they can say what they want when they want. plain stupidity not to show limitations. people will mature. its ok if you dont have puberty hormones, just keep in mind people grow out of childish jokes and find it a nuisance. no wait, find you* a nuisance. douche
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Sunday, May 20, 2012
so i've learnt, it doesn't mean we have to be lonely when we're alone.
the right ones will come when its time, so im the mean time..
sit back, relax and chill the fuck out. oh and its my birthday so
happy fuckin' birthday phelix.
screw homework
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Sunday, May 6, 2012
so really start to dig photography and all. life's all good now.
its already been a month into a new school term and im really enjoying it now. hoping to get good grades. well shit happens now and then, move on and try notta give a F* about it.
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Saturday, March 24, 2012
all we need
is time and money and love
but we can never have it all can we?
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Wednesday, March 7, 2012
second chances? yea they exist. but i dont know what i would do with one if i had it. i mean, i gave up in the first place because it wasn't worth it i guess. Second chances are for regrets. And frankly, i don't know if i had any regrets. Its because it ended somewhere we never started. Seems like i give up to easily
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